Today is my last ever iui. This is my very last cycle actually trying to get pregnant. If you pray, please pray for me. I am very nervous. We agreed that after this cycle we won't "prevent" but lets face it. If I can't get pregnant when we are actively trying whose to say it will happen when we are not trying. Scott says he will "I told you so" me for a good long time if it does happen that way. I can't believe that we have been trying for over 2 years now! Who'da thunk it? I am in cycle 28 and all I want for Christmas is a positive pregnancy test.
Please pray for us. I am afriad that I will become angry and resentful if I never have children of my own. I don't want this to ruin my relationship with Scott. I am not even sure I am ready to accept that I may never have my own children. I don't even want to think beyond today about ttcing.
Watch for an update. Thank you everyone for your kind words and prayers.

Originally posted 12/7/07