AlternaTickers - Cool, free Web tickers

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

And now for something new

I need new. A new what? I don't know, but I am tired of the doom and gloom of my blog. I used to be happy. I want to be happy again...like I used to be.* More then anything, I want to be "me" again. I am not sure what that means since I am living in this limbo of "how do I live childless" and "what if?"**

So, how about something different. First of all, this is hopefully the last time until tax season hits full force that I am going to apologize for my lack of commenting. I read a lot of blogs...I mean a lot. And I read them daily. <--I just love my bad grammar sometimes! I just don't comment. It's not that I have no comment because usually I do. I just get lazy. Not to mention that many a nights I am reading blogs while watching hockey and tend to let the train of thought leave before I can comment. It's like a win-lose situation. There is also of course my embarrassment over my lousy ass grammar considering I graduated from college with honors in English and math. Are you serious?! I can't blog without making at least 10 typos and 100 grammar mistakes. But, back to my commenting. I am going to make an effort to comment more. I love reading so many of the blogs I read and I do feel the need to comment.

Now, how about that something new? Does anyone read this blog? Awesome blog! I actually read all the contributors blogs too and each of them are amazing. I highly recommend adding these blogs to your reading list.

*I used to be happier. I used to have a real zeal for life, even if that life was childless. It's not that I am totally unhappy but I really feel like my life is incomplete.

**Sorry to be cryptic but where there is a will there is a way. That is all I can say for now. More to come for certain (hey at least one something will cum!***) but I need to wait for details.

***Is it possible to be broke down there or use up all your O's? Are you given an allotment at birth and if you use them up in your youth, well too bad, so bad?! Weeps...

2 comments:

Barb said...

O's as in ovulations or the OTHER O? If you meant ovulations, thought that might give you a chuckle.

I understand all too well the need to find YOU. It's why we stopped treatments (though not really trying) for so long.

I see that you have a good command of the English language. No worries. I get lazy with grammar and such too and graduated with honors in English. I even wanted to be a writer and have been published in a few things. Yeah.. wouldn't know it. haha. But math? Oh no not math. I scraped by there. I managed to stay in the advanced classed, but only through a lot of finangling. I should NOT have been there.

Barb said...

Note for you on my blog. Don't feel that you have to take part. Just wanted you to see.