I am not sure how I am holding up. I had a few moments of sadness and threatend tears but no crying yet. I sorta viewed my FET like a IUI. I went into my FET, esp. after finding out that 1 out the 3 survived with caution. I knew it could work but I also kept in m mind that it may not work.
Onto IVF #2. Wow...whoda thunk it?
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- Mrslady1975
- In the Tank, CA, United States
- "Your journey may have been on a "bumpy" road; but my journey requires a 4 x 4..." This is my little therapy to talk about infertility and life in general. This blog allows me to vent and say somethings that I would never say outloud. Never worry about what someone has to say about you because while they are busy trying to destroy you, you are being exactly what they only wish they could be!
IF's Common Thread
IVF Calander
3/20/09 - 4/23/09: BCP's
4/17/09: BCP's, Lupron, 5 units, 2x's daily
5/1/09: Baseline Ultrasound; continue Lupron, start Folistim
5/1/09 - 5/2/09: FSH 150 am, 200 pm. DBF starts doxy. Start baby aspirin
5/3/09 - 5/4/09: FSH 150 am, 150 pm. DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/5/09: Labs. Wait for more dosage information
5/5/09 - 5/7/09: FSH 175 am and pm; 5 units Lupron am, pm; DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/8/09 - ultrasound/labs, wait for more dosage information/ further instructions
5/8/09 - FSH 225 am, 125 pm, 5 units of Lupron am, pm; start doxy. DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/9/09 - FHS 175 am and pm, 5 units Lupron am, pm Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/10/09 - FSH 175 am, 5 units Lupron am, return for labs. Wait for more dosage information. Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/10/09 - Trigger @ 11:30 p.m. Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/12/09 - ER, continue baby aspirin and doxy. Start medrol
5/14/09 - Start progesterone supps. Continue baby aspirin, doxy and medrol
5/15/09 - ET. # transfered: 3 6-celled, grade A embies
5/15/09 - 5/27/09: continue porgesterone supps and baby aspirin
5/28/09 - Beta #1 = 56
6/1/09 - Beta #2 = 32. Pregnancy is over.
4/17/09: BCP's, Lupron, 5 units, 2x's daily
5/1/09: Baseline Ultrasound; continue Lupron, start Folistim
5/1/09 - 5/2/09: FSH 150 am, 200 pm. DBF starts doxy. Start baby aspirin
5/3/09 - 5/4/09: FSH 150 am, 150 pm. DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/5/09: Labs. Wait for more dosage information
5/5/09 - 5/7/09: FSH 175 am and pm; 5 units Lupron am, pm; DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/8/09 - ultrasound/labs, wait for more dosage information/ further instructions
5/8/09 - FSH 225 am, 125 pm, 5 units of Lupron am, pm; start doxy. DBF continues doxy. Continue baby aspirin
5/9/09 - FHS 175 am and pm, 5 units Lupron am, pm Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/10/09 - FSH 175 am, 5 units Lupron am, return for labs. Wait for more dosage information. Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/10/09 - Trigger @ 11:30 p.m. Continue doxy and baby aspirin. DBF continues doxy
5/12/09 - ER, continue baby aspirin and doxy. Start medrol
5/14/09 - Start progesterone supps. Continue baby aspirin, doxy and medrol
5/15/09 - ET. # transfered: 3 6-celled, grade A embies
5/15/09 - 5/27/09: continue porgesterone supps and baby aspirin
5/28/09 - Beta #1 = 56
6/1/09 - Beta #2 = 32. Pregnancy is over.
FET Calander
6/8/09 - Start bcp's post m/c
6/8/09 - 6/28/09 - Bcp's
6/22/09 - Start Lupron, 5 unit 2x's/ day
Wait for AF
7/8/09 - Vivelle Patches, continue Lupron
7/16/09 - Ultrasound and Labs
7/16/09 - 7/26/09 - Vivelle Patches, continue Lupron.
07/26/09 - Start Doxy and Pio
07/27/09 - 7/29/09 - Start Medrol, continue Doxy, continue PIO, wait for Thaw Report.
07/29/09 - Thaw report, 3 frozen, 1 survived thaw.
07/30/09 - ET today.
08/10/09 - Beta
6/8/09 - 6/28/09 - Bcp's
6/22/09 - Start Lupron, 5 unit 2x's/ day
Wait for AF
7/8/09 - Vivelle Patches, continue Lupron
7/16/09 - Ultrasound and Labs
7/16/09 - 7/26/09 - Vivelle Patches, continue Lupron.
07/26/09 - Start Doxy and Pio
07/27/09 - 7/29/09 - Start Medrol, continue Doxy, continue PIO, wait for Thaw Report.
07/29/09 - Thaw report, 3 frozen, 1 survived thaw.
07/30/09 - ET today.
08/10/09 - Beta
IVF #2 Calander
08/16/09 - 9/10/09: BCP's
09/04/09: Start Lupron; Continue Lupron until HCG Shot
09/18/09: Baseline Ultrasound; 6 follies on right, 9 follies on left. Start Baby Aspirin, DBF starts Doxy
09/19/09 - 09/21/09: Start FSH 225 twice a day, 75 HMG at night, 5 units of microdose Lupron twice a day.
09/23/09: Labs, wait for FSH and HMG dose.
09/23/09 - 09/24/09: Stop HMG, continue same dose of lupron and FSH.
09/25/09: Ultrasound and labs. Wait for dose info.
09/25/09: 5 units of lupron in AM and PM, 225 FSH in AM, 112.5 FSH in the PM.
09/26/09: 5 units of lupron in the AM and PM, 75 FSH in the AM, 112.5 FSH in the PM.
09/27/09: Labs, follie scan, wait for more info.
09/27/09: Trigger at 10 pm tonight!
09/29/09: ER at 10 am. 0 eggs from the right and 6 from the left
09/30/09: FERT report is bad. 4 potential embies. Schedule ET, doing a 2dt.
09/31/09: ET. Transfered 4 zygotes.
10/13/09: AF shows before my beta. Fuck!
09/04/09: Start Lupron; Continue Lupron until HCG Shot
09/18/09: Baseline Ultrasound; 6 follies on right, 9 follies on left. Start Baby Aspirin, DBF starts Doxy
09/19/09 - 09/21/09: Start FSH 225 twice a day, 75 HMG at night, 5 units of microdose Lupron twice a day.
09/23/09: Labs, wait for FSH and HMG dose.
09/23/09 - 09/24/09: Stop HMG, continue same dose of lupron and FSH.
09/25/09: Ultrasound and labs. Wait for dose info.
09/25/09: 5 units of lupron in AM and PM, 225 FSH in AM, 112.5 FSH in the PM.
09/26/09: 5 units of lupron in the AM and PM, 75 FSH in the AM, 112.5 FSH in the PM.
09/27/09: Labs, follie scan, wait for more info.
09/27/09: Trigger at 10 pm tonight!
09/29/09: ER at 10 am. 0 eggs from the right and 6 from the left
09/30/09: FERT report is bad. 4 potential embies. Schedule ET, doing a 2dt.
09/31/09: ET. Transfered 4 zygotes.
10/13/09: AF shows before my beta. Fuck!
12 comments:
I am so sorry. (Hugs)
I'm so sorry sweetie. This sucks. (((HUGS)))
That does suck. Take care of yourself. (Hugs)
LFCA
Here from LFCA. Just wanted to send support your way. I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry. This just stinks.
so so sorry.
I'm so, so sorry. This just sucks.
So sorry *hug*
LFCA
Sorry hon. :( ((HUGS))
So sorry.
(L&F)
~hugs~. I'm so very sorry.
I'm sorry sweetie.
xo
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